i had a great thanksgiving, i got to be with natalie which made feelings good ( Read more... )

tonight i went and saw say anything. ive been waiting a lifetime to see them and it was everything i hoped for. 3 encores. they work hard and it showed. such an amazing time ( Read more... )

Last night, natalie and i talked for a good time. and she basically reassured my thoughts that she doesnt see us in the long term. which was hurtful to me. but at least i knew it was that way...just sucks to finally hear it (or read it as was the case last night cause we were on AIM ( Read more... )

what a week its been.

im exhausted. monday off will do me a world of good. cant wait to relax.

cant wait til friday either.

blah.

im working hard to better my life so i can move out of this area of central pa. as soon as i can i think i'll be much better off. i need to be in a place where there is room for me to grow as a person. where i dont fel held back...around here....i do ( Read more... )

If I could only see you now for about an hour...

maybe just a minute

sleep wont be easy...the first night away never is.

a few days later and my ankle is still busted up. it should be better soon i hope.

august is going to be kind of a bleh month.

i jumped into a hot tub last night from pretty high up. i thought it was a pool. not so much. my ankle hurts.

played some volley ball as well.

turns out i CAN spike it. bitch.

so its going on day 90000000 of the heat wave.

i cant wait to sleep in HER air conditioned room. where cuddling is comfortable and almost expected.

tomorrow night.

maybe then i'll get some rest.

saturday.

playing the warriors and then nats parents house.