i feel like such a horrible daughter ( Read more... )

the person that i am writing this for will never see it but i am going to write it anyways because i need to vent and i am pissed ( Read more... )

i honestly miss having a bf.

soo its been a while ( Read more... )

My great Aunt died yesterday of a heart attack. she will be missed very much.

RIP AUNT CINDY.

i love you sooooooo much! we will be together once again i promise!

This is going to be a long one but i need to get somethings out in the open to you all and for myself. I am not trying to place my problems onto any of you i just want to let everyone know what is going on with me ( Read more... )

have you ever just put on a happy face to hide your pain? Finally the pain gets so strong that it explodes? to the point where you arent sleeping well, eating well and have headaches all the time. you feel like everything in your life is going wrong and you cant contol anything at all?

i do.

i hate looking in the mirror and seeing something i dont like. i hate my body and i am doing alot to try and change it but it just isnt working!! i hate seeing skinny girls wearing the clothes that i have always wanted to wear but couldnt becaus ei have a stomach. i am sick and tired of sitting down and having and uncomfortable roll. i kno that i ( Read more... )

i really have nothing to update. i look like a tomato and feel like shit!! but i will be tan and tat is all that matters ( Read more... )

My life has been extremly boring latley! School and the gym! thats it. well tomorrow i am going tanning with mo ( Read more... )