Things were completely different than how they really are right now.  For example, both of my dogs i guess you could say "left" me and I didn't have a dog until Valentines day.  Her name is Lilly and my mom added a middle name of Kate so it's Lilly Kate, crazy.  She's a really cool mixed pug/chihuahua and is totally cute lol.  So after getting a ( Read more... )

Audition coming up in less than a week.  I'm pretty nervous about it.  I've gotten my stuff almost as good as I'd like it but that means that I need to practice like really hard this coming week.  I'm really looking forward to this whole thing of going off and stuff because that means a whole bunch of new experiences for me if I do end up getting ( Read more... )

i just want next fall to come around already so i can finally be where i really want to be. maybe by that time i'll have someone too, heh.

first i need to get that stupid UNTID thing!!

Why is a major part of life spent trying to figure out how someone thinks ( Read more... )

i dont think the thanksgiving holiday likes me too much....

*sigh*

never in my life did i think that i could be so upset with you.

you're just getting me so angry now, i hate it.

i want things to be ok but i just dont know what i should do with you.

tell me what you want

ill return the favor

i hate this whole guessing game that im playing just trying to figure you out

"Accept what tomorrow brings you"

That's the one i needed.

For real.

I love fortune cookies.

lol

im out

peace

after so many times of people telling me and stuff. i've been trying to make the transition of slowly breaking away from all of this going on. i mean yeah i'm still gonna feel the same way i do about her but i just need to get a grip and realize that i cant be torturing myself. heh, which i finally figured out. ugh that's no fun really.

honestly, i ( Read more... )

So many obvious questions have gone unasked ( Read more... )

what is it that makes me not give up?

i mean that's the only way that i can really have stability in my life right now by just giving up. ok maybe not really, but im sure that it might help out somewhat by giving up.

but why dont i give up?

ah what is it?!