so i've been in here for over four weeks and i am getting out soon and i am actually a little afraid. life has been on pause for me for four weeks and now its going to all of a sudden pick up. my whole july is gone. really i've been here all july. this is so crazy sooo crazy. i feel like i am gonna be fucked up mentally and physically for a long ( Read more... )

major surgery hopefully friday then this hell year will be over ( Read more... )

i'm mad all the time now. every little thing is making me mad. pmsing maybe but idk. I just get so angry at such little things.

Tara Dhingra is scared. Terrified actually to the point where she has to take pills to make herself calm down and sleep. How did I loose all my sense of self and all that self-confidence I gained? I've become the scared little freshman again but this time I am completely alone (at school I mean) and I'm sick of being alone. I am also sick of spell ( Read more... )

There are not enough hours in the day. My mom convinced me to quit my job at Nocera's I started yesterday. The sad thing though is that she is doing it for me. I called them earlier today and said I could go in, but now I don't know I'm just an emotional wreck. I don't think I can deal with two jobs yet with my mood swings and the last drop in ( Read more... )

i hate mood swings i hate being sick i hate it here i want to go back to school i want social interaction i havent seen any friends in forever all i do is eat and watch tv and no one is helping me life is overwhelming with nothing to do i wish someone would call me everyone is so busy i want to be busy and yet i cant motivate myself to do anything ( Read more... )

remember me?

so college ( Read more... )

i hope these arnt the best years of our lives

So, it's 6:41pm for me but like 8:41am for you! Weird, right? I am just perking up since i was basically a zombie all day. Havent had much luck in the prom dress depeartment, but we've done a lot of shopping in the past 2 days. Mumbai is huge and we've been driving around in crazy three wheeled rickshaws. The hotel we are staying at is nice but ( Read more... )