why I have to be curious as to what your life has set for you I cant even imagine. But looking into your world has left me part sad, you have been in and out of a relationship since I've seen you, and your poetry has turned helpless to fate, your even pushing people away. Seems like when a wonderful door opened for me, one closed for you. It pains ( Read more... )

this weekend was a ruckess with my emotions, I got to hang out will most of my friends and david. I'm at nates with Christy now and going to spend the night woot :) I love my christy. short but to the point I wrote a poem about a dog last night I'll post it some time ( Read more... )

~last night I had a thought as my bed body lay and my mind stirred, what if you were to come back just out of the blue and tell me you were in the wrong, and appologize for the mistakes that were made, would i forgive you? would i be releived? then I thought about it and I would tell you what you told me "it's great that you learned all that about ( Read more... )

so this weekend rocked I am in zen for the next week :) I took many pictures on saterday night but the only way to get them is through tyler daft my non internet ness.. Anywho remember how I was like grounded and such.. well its weird for once i came home in the morning told my mother all about the drinking and such, and she just told me to do the ( Read more... )

Well it is 6:25 in the morning. i am in davids room, I have been awake all night mostly because the lot of us had been drinking for the most of the night. I am in big trouble it's almost retarted that even after I am 18 I am still going to be grounded and given an ass load of chores when i get home. I haven't spent the night at a boys house since ( Read more... )

This has been one of my best weeks :) minus getting over sickness and all. I got to hang out with Bree and Izzy this week so had some good girls night out stuff :) bought a new outfit and a cool beltish...thing! Got to hang out with David and his room mates on wedsday that was nice cool:) though thing didn't quite go the way we wanted it to, that ( Read more... )

Garbage is awesome went ot the show tonight with nathan jenna and Madds! Twas awesomeness good seats too!! I'm finally getting over my sickness with only minor set backs! It was grand Today David came and hung out with me between classes for like two hours :) makeing a quite happy Tory :) Then I had tango and guess what I'm getting good! but want a ( Read more... )

I am sick and furious about it! David and I are exclusive now weeeee :) so happy but as always my body is a fighter, so the night after we agreed on that I got sick crazy style sick, and crimson week started wtf. It's weird everytime I start going out with someone my body does this, what made it worse is working a 7 hour shift in a 65 degree ( Read more... )

I'm happyful, the tv in my room has not been turned on in a week, been watching most of my old dvds and doing some painting. yes with oil and they look um... ameatuer but still good :) my first time give me a break! OTher then that just went out to dinner with David and his room mates (tyler, Eric, Andrew) They're all nice to hang out with :) ( Read more... )

So yes my internet and cable tv have been turned off...I am quite bored but have found my artistic ability today I drew two portraits today. Then I had work and now I'm at naties with Jenna :) I've decided I need to buy painting supplies before these artistic urges dwindle :( well I lovesors you all you should call me cause I get bored.... ALOT