today was horrible.. just one of those days to knock you off your happy pedistool and leave you at your knees. I was yelled at for other peoples mistakes, my own, and even things I couldn't help, it felt like the whole day I was on the defencive side, and everyone had already broken down my barriers. most of the day at work I spent looking down, ( Read more... )

Today was my first day of school, my first 3 classes were ok, nothing really interesting but 2 look like hard hard work... after which i waited about an hour for tango class inwhich I called David, and got rid of some boredem. MY instructor is beautiful, in a metro well kept way, he ended up being the only male I danced with, because half of the ( Read more... )

OK before the party I hung out with Mendrick for 3 hours at the mall while he spent 150 bucks on one outfit, that was mostly for the gym... -.- I'm a big penny pincher so even looking through the clothes was new to me, trying them on was me teasing myself. i did buy an awesome wallet for 50 cents at spencers and I owe mendrick for a 10 dollar nursy ( Read more... )

anyways now I have my classes all scheduled, but i still have ride problems and still noone has a schedule that parallels Mine. So my classes start at 1pm monday and I will get out of tango at 7pm so if anyone is willing to pick up a straggler for volleyball I'm sure she would appreciate it :) OTher then all that I can take the bus which is good I ( Read more... )

me: i dont have a penis, i'm not obese and when your drunk I'll look 5 times better
Zack: Haha! Wuts that all about!
me: it's on my warranty tag ;)
Zack: Wow

something I wanted to keep for myself to remember

ugh... anxiety kicking in so hard right now, i feel like puking... I feel so young and alone, like a child lost in a grocery store. All the wall growing taller and taller, and everyone rushing past you knowing exactly what they want and getting it. I always leave myself scrambling to do things right, and get things done. I leave myself no time, and ( Read more... )

I got to hang out with people I haven't hung out with in a while, and all of us got along :) Ashley, Justin, and Josh :) It started off just me and justin but getting calls and makeing time to spend with people it just got squished that way :) Ashley loved them it was nice we all went to red sea cafe for a couple hours then the ethiopian place ( Read more... )

This crooked puzzle peice I've made you ( Read more... )

one of these I'm actually willing to do ( Read more... )