Inner Reflection.....

[tgunnz]

"What good is a rose to a deadman"Sometimes I wonder why I just can't be happy. I don't have to be rich, just happy. It's been months since I was truly happy. I wish things could be good with my girl, I wish I was doing better in school. I wish I had a better relationship with my parents, and that I just had direction in life. I hate waking up in

Comments

[tyelynn]

its not a white thing. Everyone has those kinds of feelings. Some more then others. In my oppinion, it is however a very selfish act. Its taking the easy way out. The thoughts, feelings and emotions that come with trying to "find yourself" are normal and dont make you any less of a man. However, acting it does. I would like to hope that I know you well enough to know that your not that kind of person. But I will tell you like I've told others, Theres more to life then what your feeling now. Just when you think it couldnt get any worst, it will. but theres always someone out there who has it a hell of alot worst. You'll be fine. Stop looking for elements around you to make you happy. So long as your not happy with yourself, no-one and nothing will do it for you. But I'm here for you.

[poetictragdy]

Dude, sometimes i wonder bout you. Like i know things have been odd lately, and it seems like me and you been on the q.t., but that dont mean we aint still one in the same. I know how you feel cause ive walked that same path, ive felt the same insecurities and tasted the same tears. Its scary as hell to think your always gonna be alone and that your gonna have nothing to show for the efforts you make. But light bleeds through eventually. Things become more clear and the fear is washed away like a warm shower. I know it sounds so matrix-ie but every beginning has an end. And yeah i know your probably like "Dann... if thats true then happiness has an end and this will always come back.". True, but i think 50 Cent said it best when he rapped "Joy wouldnt feel so good if it wasnt for pain.". We're still kids dude, we have a lifetime ahead of us to make mistakes and own up like the men we were raised to be. This too shall pass my friend, you just need to remember that and look on towards another day.

Dann S.F.