So my daughters father, who mind you is out of jail on a plea-bargin, robbed and stabbed someone in Westminster. So now he's back in jail and who knows when he'll be getting out. I sure no time soon. I guess I'm mad cuz I'm sure he's ganna atleast get the 6 years that was over his head. Im not sure how to explain that to a five year old. So I guess ( Read more... )

As always its been a while since I wrote in this thing. All is well with me. I'm in the process of looking for a new job. trying to get into a hospital. I have an interview at St. Anges on wed. I'm keep ing my fingers crossed that I will get it. Right now I'm working for a broke ass private doctor and I do weekends helping my boyfriend with the ( Read more... )

Things have been going okay. Working hard. Paying Bills. The norm. Tomorrow is Rayna's birthday. She'll be 5. I'm throwing her party at Chuck-E-Cheese. I think I'm ganna have more fun then her. She's getting so big ( Read more... )

Its been a while. Shit is still going for me. Got a nice place in Irvington. Working and keeping busy. Rayna's turning 5 next month. My lil gurl is getting so big. She might have a half sister. Frankie knocked up another gurl. She had a lil gurl and thier now waiting on getting a paternity test done ( Read more... )

Man. *sigh* I dont even knw where to begin. Life is funny. I cant believe all that I've gone through in the past year. shits been really fucked up. Its just not even funny. Me and Chris are offically over. My mom once told me a man can only do what you let him. man was she right. All the times I've forgiven him. Forgive again and again and agian. ( Read more... )

I took the live-in position at my job. I have a room in the house and I stay there round clock monday-friday. Weekends I'm off and can leave or stay if I want. I love my job. There residents are nutz. Today two of the guys both in there 90's and using walkers, were about to fight. They got no teeth in their mouths calling eachother bitches. It was ( Read more... )

I hate being sick. this fucked up ass weather we've been having has got me all fucked up. I think I got the flu. I just drank a bottle of robutussin so i could try and get some work done but no such luck. I'm going home and going to sleep.

Happy Holloween ( Read more... )

Shit got real ugly a while back. I had some friends over and me and Chris got into it. My friends were ganna kick his ass. Chris tried to commit suicide that night. Then he spent a week in the Psych Ward at Hopkins. His Wife is pregnant.*sigh* Danny, I miss you. I still wear it around my neck. I find it gives me stregnth when I need it most. I ( Read more... )

Well, talk about looks can be decieving. I had been suspecting that my boyfriend Chris was hiding something. I began to wonder if he was cheating on me with his ex-girldfreind. So being the women that I am,I did what most gurls do. I got her number from his cell and called her my self. But what I found out has changed everything ( Read more... )