I
NEED
To
WRITE
M O R E!

i miss writing.
and james.

but right now, since i don't get to see james til monday, i should concentrate more heavily on writing and doing hw and such....

good god it's been a lont time since i posted anything in here. i don't really have anything i want to say in here at the moment either ( Read more... )

and on another note. i'm lonely. i don't think i've gone a night this past week w/o crying myself to sleep.

yeah, college. the time of my life.

it's the same thing every week. John leaves monday morning/afternoon. erica gets all sad and depressed. They talk all week online. he sets double-edged standards. nothing gets accomplished all week around the house b/c i don't think it's fair that i do everything by myself, but she gets up late, then can't do anything until john leaves for ( Read more... )

hectic and suchlike ( Read more... )

is it over yet ( Read more... )

Everyone tells me I'm not fat, but every store in 2 malls tells me differently ( Read more... )

how do you stop thinking about some one? how do you move on? how do you make living more natural and less of a chore? how do you stop crying?

so i've been bitching and moaning all over my xanga page about cory and the following two guys whose hearts i've broken simply b/c i'm not interested in them. i keep telling them i'm not ready to date again. i dont know if that's true. i dont know if i'm not ready, or if it's b/c i don't want to date them at all ( Read more... )

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