it's not really fair is it? i dont get to talk to him, i dont get to hear his voice or see his face. i dont even get the priveledge of knowing that he's a 20 min bus ride away. and now, i dont even get to see his words. he doesnt write to me. he doesn't respond when i write ( Read more... )

i posted 3 xanga entries in a row about cory. well, so i dont annoy all those ppl, i'm going to leave one in here ( Read more... )

i'm in love. i hate to say it so soon, but it's true, and it feels right. i'm in love. i can't say it enough. i wanna tell everyone. i feel this need to apologize to every guy i meet b/c they dont stand a chance. i'm happy, and sometimes i get jealous and worried, but he's my everything. i want him to be my forever too ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

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is it thursday yet ( Read more... )

It's gotten to the point of being ridiculous ( Read more... )

there seems to be a calming. i'm waiting for the storm. it's been crazy and i cant stop getting pissed at john, but there's nothing i can do about that really is there ( Read more... )

i'm seriously having a breakdown. kayla finally showed up, trashed (3 beers and 5 or 6 vodka/kool-aid drinks). so i'm super pissed at her. and it's not like it's my fault is it? i know she's got problems, but i figured she'd have a beer or two and come back and watch the fireworks. i'm not her baby-sitter and i'm not her care-taker and i ( Read more... )

goodness it's warm. the rain didnt really help ( Read more... )

after going to bed and thinking... it's all right, i'll be ok.... i started crying. i started missing everything about every guy i've ever met ( Read more... )