It's hard. For both of us. No matter what it looks like to you, or to the rest of the world, or even to myself, it's hard. My defenses can only hold up until I have a lull in the continuous chaos of the things going on. After that, I have to think about it, focus on it. What else can I think about while laying by myself at night in bed? Yeah, by ( Read more... )

I wish my computer wasn't so hot that it makes it less of a laptop and more of a set-it-on-other-shit-because-ow-its-hot-top. That's no good. I've decided that the biggest reason it runs like that is because it's running Vista, which poops on everything by consuming all of my ram. Sad times. It runs REALLY hard when it has to read a Blu-Ray, but it ( Read more... )

LJ is getting mad hate from me because of Twitter. My twitter is cat_tango and it gets updated like...at least 4 times a week. Oh hell yes ( Read more... )

My tax return is going to be deposited this week. I don't know what to buy, omg. Probably a bday present for Daniel (note to all, his birthday is on April 10th and we will probably be drinking. You are invited as long as you aren't a jerk! Yaaaay!) but I don't know what to get him. Suggest things to me. In text message form, so he doesn't ( Read more... )

Long time no see, LJ. What should I update about ( Read more... )

Daniel is in San Francisco and it's my day off. I'm going to have to entertain myself, and that is poop. On a stick. I have, oh I dunno, a TON of games I could play, but I'm at a loss for what I wanna do. Eating should take first priority I guess. Considering I'm starving ( Read more... )

I am angry.  Well, more sad than angry.  My computer has officially bit the big one.  As in will not turn on, and when it does it sort of flails like a dying animal until giving me a black screen.  Currently, I am shopping online and customizing an uber-computer that will be purchased with tax return (YAYAYAYAYAY) money.  But I need a computer, ( Read more... )

It's been actually winter here.  It's weird.  It hailed while I was at work and it's been surprisingly cold and I don't like it.  Naturally, this is when our heater breaks.  No good.

For Christmas, I've been sporadically buying presents online from all over the place, so we've been getting packages almost every day.  It's like we're running a ( Read more... )

Okay.  Okayokayokay.  I'll post.  Seeing that little "you haven't posted in 9 weeks you lazy bitch" is finally starting to get to me ( Read more... )

I am so happy that neither Daniel nor myself are emo self-pitying retards that don't say how much we are better than the world. I don't especially give a poop about people who are mean. Like, I really hate mean people. A lot. Online, in person, on their gay myspaces...if you're a dick then enjoy being your own best friend. Maybe, someday, you' ( Read more... )