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where are we in this world?
i keep thinking to myself, about ewhy is there so much pain, from died outrelationships to broken marriages, ect. why does it have to hurt so much, why doesnt it just go away and leave ya alone for about 12 years. Am i such an emaotional wreck most my life dealing with the pains of life....Loss of family, loss of friends, now loss of love in my ( Read more... ) -
Survival
well here it is the year is starting, i thought i could fight this way but evidently not, since after the break up with Laura and her return to HER other bf Robert who swooned her with 2 words? lol and cannotbe a man to stand up to his kids idle threats of he keeps seein her they wont let him see his granddaughter? its just hard to recover ( Read more... ) -
Gods juzt when i was happy
well last time i posted i had worries about me and Laura breaking up?well it happened, she fell for her Lawyer friend..who had walked out on her before, i have this feeling he will do it again but our relationship is over..completely, then i hear that my ex brother in law and best friend passed away this morning rendering more damage to my happy ( Read more... ) -
out with the old and in with the new
well starting this year iam going to do my very best, to be happier and less sadder lol
I have alove in my life andshe loves me more than anything.
Shes the love of my life, if i lose her for some reason or another i think prolly just try to move on but i doubt i will....wish me luck for the New year..good bye 2011...hello 12 -
Writer's Block: Bare necessities
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2.family
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just simply lost
i just wish i could find someway to be stronger in relationships, i have found someone but everything i do seems to blow up and upset us both. I have to admit i think in some things ( Read more... ) -
ohh boy
well i know its been a whiler since i last poste in here, in May i lost last of the family direct, sister Jodi passed away in may...at age 64, she was my strength and when she passed eveythingwent to hell in ahand basket, but i have neices and other relatives who are there for me as well, so im okay on that..June they raised the rent due to prop ( Read more... )