I need a heart transplant

One that doesn't fall for people so easily
One that doesn't constantly switch sides
One that knows what is best for me

and one that doesn't let me down.

i feel kind of empty when i don't care about someone
i need to start being a bitch again
and not care about anyone but myself

but i like caring about people
i really do

by the way... being lonely SUCKS

i miss midget <3

the fact that Anthony and I broke up

and I haven't heard from anyone that was supposed to mean anything.

Keep it up guys, glad I once called you "friends"

my heart and head are beating in 7000 places at once

not always the same place unfortunately.
when does this get easy?

until now...

Anthony's coming home Saturday.
I expect to have sex for a full 24 hours.

I've been drinking wine all night
and I'm watching American History X.
I Love You.
I love you
i love you
i love you
oh my god, i love you.

i hate feeling jealous...
i hate not knowing

i hate caring
i guess that's what i was getting at

it's so much easier not to care about people....
ugh

i hate this
anthony's gone for another 4 days
i don't talk to him a lot... which i undertstand since he's visiting friends and stuff
but i genuinely miss him

i feel very lonely.i hate caring about someone ( Read more... )

I COMPLETELY ENJOYED THIS SUMMER ( Read more... )

Anthony just lost his voice for like 3 minutes ( Read more... )

i live with beaver, carly, al, anthony and semi-adam now.
i have fun
it's nice to live in henrietta, i'm in the middle of everything now.
and i love everything

i can really get out of m.c.c. anytime now...

hahaha.
i haven't updated this in so long.
so yah