I'm in the middle of writing an essay on the Scarlet Letter. Fun stuff, I know. I know I can do it; it isn't hard. It just takes so long! When I could be off doing better things, or rather, more important (like my History test!), I have to be sitting here at this stupid computer hacking and slashing. I thank God, though, that I don't have to do ( Read more... )

It's been a slow day. I can't help but think that it's also been a wasted one. I should have spent the day studying for exams, and writing an English paper. But I just kept putting it off, and now it's 9:30 on Saturday. I only have tomorrow, and part of the day will be taken up with a soccer game. Maybe I'll just skip soccer. But I really hate to ( Read more... )

Well, today was certainly one I'll remember for a while. I had my first car accident today. *sniffle* I'm so sick of replaying the whole thing, telling everyone what happened, that I don't feel like putting it here. I just feel like curling up somewhere soft and warm and crying. Not that I got hurt; I didn't. It's just the fact that it scared me so ( Read more... )

Just something I typed at this moment. I haven't polished or fixed anything yet, but i liked it ( Read more... )

Gr... well, as you can see, I'm a little worked up. I'm just so stressed! I'm so sick of how important school is made out to be. And don't tell me that I have a choice, that I don't have to be this overachiever with piles of AP and honors classes. I've had just about enough of that bull shit that I can take. The truth is that I *can't* help it. If ( Read more... )

Isn't that an interesting subject? I think I'll make that my "thing"-- always have a cool subject line. I suppose I should explain it now... : ) Today I got this amazing email from a friend of mine. And it was just so beautiful and poignant. Like poetry. And it told me so much about this person, and it made me so glad that I could see that. That I ( Read more... )

Well, I've taken just about enough of this as I can... you know, call me wierd (or maybe I'm just woozy from all this knowledge flooding into my brain), but John Brown (YOU know, from Harpers Ferry) is kinda cute. I think it's the hair. Mariah and I saw him on a video in history one day, and we agree, it's the hair. Well, goodnight all. See you in ( Read more... )

Hey! Well, this is an amazing poem I recieved from a friend, that I felt like putting up here. That way, if I lose the hard copy I printed out, and lose the email that it came in, I'll always have it. :) yeah, I know, I'm paranoid about computeres. Anyway, here is the poem, which is written by Thaddeus Jacques, btw, of NYC. :) Just so he can't sue ( Read more... )

Here I am again, taking yet another break from homework. :) I do that a lot... it's amazing that I ever get anything done. It has yet to sink in that exams are NEXT WEEK!!! God help me... I'm scared. Not so much about the exams, but about the attitude I have toward them. I keep thinking, "Oh, exams are so far away!" And here they are, 5 days and ( Read more... )

Do you ever get that feeling, as you lie still between cool, smooth sheets in winter? That although you KNOW it's winter outside, the ground covered in snow, and there's silvery moonlight glinting off the sky, that if you just... look outside, take the world by surprise, the landscape will be completely different? I'm always dreaming up what that ( Read more... )