I went to a physiologist for the first time due to having panic attacks for 3 weeks straight. Twice they found me having one in a bathroom stall at work. Once the big Boss man found me having one at my desk. I didn't even know I was having one until I started to hyperventilate when talking to him. I thought I was just lightly crying uncontrollably ( Read more... )

I literally do not know where my conscience ends and my anxiety disorder begins. I can not gossip about people. I do not want to, but if I did I could not. The thought of it makes me uncomfortable. I can not say something about someone unless I would say it to their face ( Read more... )

A guy at work told me that he didn't like me. He doesn't like my cats, my pink stuff on my desk, or my little figures. I am a lot to handel. I am almost always smiling. I like listening and helping people. I am perky, peppy, and happy. Some people have a resting bitch face, well I have resting smiling face. I rub some people the wrong way. I am ( Read more... )

I started drawing when I was an adult. I took art courses in college when I needed more credits. Turns out I wasn't awful like I thought I was all those years. My grandfather was a local artist and had work in shows all of the time ( Read more... )

It is hard living with a mental health disease and it is made worse when people don't understand it. I have stopped being with friends with people because they do not accept what I tell them about it to be true. They don't have to understand what it is like, but they do have to accept that it is real for me. I some times can not leave my home ( Read more... )

How do people know what their spirit animal is? I know mine is either a rabbit or a polar bear. I was leaning more toward a polar bear for a long time. We are both white, love the cold and water,loving to our family and vicious when oned ones are in trouble ( Read more... )

Ever since I have been in high school, maybe even before, I have been called a crazy cat woman. I have two cats, for a long time just one, and I am crazy. That does not make me a crazy cat lady though. Cats are adorable and if I wasn't meant to love them then I wouldn't find them so freaking cute. I deceived to give up. I had a quinceañera this ( Read more... )

I was at work and got caught in a cord. I fell and everyone came rushing over to see if I was okay. Since I am an awkward person I got up, did a curtsey, said nothing happened and just scooted away like I didn't just face plant into the floor. It isn't the falling that is embarrassing, it is the everyone looking at me while I can't stop laughing at ( Read more... )

Jenny's annoyance of the day!!

My sister has a horrible back and she can't have surgery yet because she is not paralyzed. The girl can hardly walk and is in constant pain but she can walk so she doesn't get to have the surgery. Come on medicare get your act together.

This was my first Easter in 9 years with out my side kick. Minnie was the best rabbit ever. She followed me everywhere and went everywhere with me uptown. She went into shops and went to parades. She went to the farmers market every single Sunday. She lived a nice long life and was loved by myself and Padiddle. I miss being cuddled by both of them ( Read more... )