Moving on? I guess I am. Why? I couldn't tell you exactly, but it feels like the right thing to do. Seriously, no hard feelings toward anyone. But I tell ya, I forgot how great it is to meet new people everyday. People ya can't stand, whacked out druggies, the goths, the hillbillies, the refined, the bikers, the bitches an hoes, skaters, thugs, ( Read more... )

Hey. Long time no write. Just haven't felt like it. It's also ridiculously hot in my room ( Read more... )

Hey! I got a new phone, and it's with my old cell number so...yay! The phone is exactly what I wanted (Black and silver, lights up BLUE) except for the fact that it's not a flip phone...but oh well. I'll get one when I change services in Nov ( Read more... )

Today was one of those randomly emotional days, when everything seems bleak. I felt like crying all day at work. Stopped at Ben & Jerry's on the way home. The ice cream was good...but the goodness of it was ruined by a stupid, STUPID, drunk loser at the bus stop who kept talking to me and wouldn't shut up for the hour that I waited for the next bus ( Read more... )

I never accomplish the goals I make for myself. I am constantly letting MYSELF down, which of course always has a domino effect/affect. (I have never been able to learn which one of those words to use.) I make promises to myself that I never keep. THAT is the cause of my unhappiness. I'm not who I want to be. I never am. I get incredibly frustrated ( Read more... )

I was gonna make this a nice, long, meaningful entry, but apparently I'm going out now so I gotta make this quick ( Read more... )

Trivial. It's always a word that I'm looking for, but that I can never remember. You ever have words like that? My mom sometimes writes hers (as soon as she actually dOes remember them) down on the refrigerator, as if they'll stick in her head better after reading them over and over, every time she opens the refrigerator door. Hey, if she does it, ( Read more... )

Ever since I graduated, my mom and I have been getting along wonderfully. It's been just like the old days when we were best friends. Cause...there's nothing serious to fight about. But as soon as school is brought up again, I am, as always, a fuc k up. Well, fuck fuck fuckity fuck then ( Read more... )

I just didn't want to go to sleep. I stayed up until 5:30 this morning when I had to get up for my kickboxing/taibo class at 8am. I figured out that I've been having dreams about Dazel dying for at least the past week ( Read more... )

Finally got my prom/graduation pictures developed. I honestly look fat in quite a few prom pix, but some came out REally cute, so I'm ok. I'm SUPER glad to have taken the time to take pictures after graduation. They all came out GREAT! And even tho graduation wasn't extremely significant in MY book, seeing the pix of me and my close friends in our ( Read more... )