im absolutely terrified..

and i dont know what to do.

and im not even getting any comfort from the one you would think i would. Just stop crying.. and hugs only if i ask for them. I dont know.

I'm terrified. I dont know what to do, and i have no options.

I had a wonderful night/day on saturday ( Read more... )

Its so warm out today, yet it seems theres nothing to do outside. I'm debating on actually reading a book out there on the deck.. but that would require me to actually find a decent book and its difficult when all mine are in the garage and Heathers are mostly Shakespear and.. of that such. Maybe i'll go for a walk.... I dont know.

feeling really incredibly crappy right now.

fix it.

eh ( Read more... )

Home again ( Read more... )

Just got home a little while ago. Went to Josephs for the weekend, basically... and now i'm home.. and i miss him.. and its rather sad ( Read more... )

My nose hurts ( Read more... )

 .I like him.

I've definetly decided that. It's rather interesting on how much i like him in such a small amount of time.. It's just.. I dont even know.

I feel rather content at the fact in knowing that i seem to have found someone great.. Not some asshole who wants to just have sex. Or make out. Or have to be always in some sort of physical ( Read more... )

My goodness, its been lovely ( Read more... )