So I made it through. It's been almost two weeks... almost. Not really fun. I'm on so many freakin meds I don't know whether I feel bad because I feel bad or because I have a list of about 10 unnatural things I pump into my body daily. Either way, I have been doing a lot better. Pain... pain is something that will be on going for at least another ( Read more... )

So I haven't really written in a while and I'm bored as fuck so it has resulted in me writing on here. Not much to say really. Work is work. Not fun but unless your job description states that "fun" is part of the job I think we are all shit out of luck. That's ok though. I know work isn't supposed to be incredibly pleasant or anything. Plus I don' ( Read more... )

 sage call me!!!!!!!!!!.... or dani.......

So times I worry about things I really have no control over... but then again who doesn't? I don't feel like I help things at all and what kills me is that I want to help more than anything. Maybe that's why I'm not helping things?  GOD! I'm so fucking worried and I can't do shit. I want to help.

You know I tried really fuckin hard to make it work ( Read more... )

I just farted. I'm not ashamed.

So I keep having these crazy ass dreams.... don't really know why. For instance, about 5 days ago I had a dream that my mom was extremely ill and had to get her legs chopped off. Then Just last night I had this dream ( Read more... )

So I went to ACL this past weekend and it was INCREDIBLE!!! There were no bands that I was absolutely dying to see but that's ok... in fact that's what made it more fun. I didn't feel the need to be obscenely close to the stage or anything. Plus I got to hear some stuff that I've never heard before. It was wonderful... the food, the music, the ( Read more... )

7lbs 4ozs Noah Walker Delgado is here.

What a name.... white-very white-hispanic.

He is beautiful.

I couldn't be happier. When I heard his crazy ass little infant cry I changed. I looked up and stared at my sister's delivery room door and at that instant there was nothing else. He's made me so happy just by existing.

So my sister maybe having the baby VERY soon. She is on her way to the hospital as we speak... or read... or type... whatever. The point is I'm sitting here alone, freakin about my baby sister poppin out this kid, just waiting for a phone call so I know what I need to do. What do I do if she's having it in like an hour and twenty-eight minutes?? I ( Read more... )

So we got the internet.... to stay now... something a little more reliable than a little wireless adapter that does work worth a shit. So now I can get on some and maybe post more. I don't want to become one of those mindless drones that gets glued to the internet for hours and hours at a time when I could be doing something productive or going out ( Read more... )