its a friday night. nothing to do. my eleven yr old sister has plans. and i dont.
i wish i ad friends. i wish i was allowed to have had friends for the last 5 months of my life.

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

fuck everything

sometimes people never return your phone calls ( Read more... )

well for starters happy new years! myne has been pretty fab. on new years, i went to a party with josh. saw alot of people and then we went home to watch the ball drop together. he is the best boy ever ever ever. today i am officially 17. the only thing that sucks is i am under the weather. ewww. zaina came over. josh came over this morning with ( Read more... )

so i guess not too many people update that are on my friends list. i guess i am not even really friends with them anyhow. but psh. so nothing is up. its new years eve. and i want tonight to be perfecto. i want to have fun to my standards and joshs. i wish we could go out and i not have ot worry about not fitting in or having the right thing to wear ( Read more... )

yay! i have internet ( Read more... )

so i ended up here again ( Read more... )

other times it rocks ( Read more... )

life never fails to surprise me

so this year is going speedy but not as quite fast as i predicted, which actually comforts me due to my enticing fear of growing the fuck up. everything seems to be smoother. i mean as smooth as it can be ont he road of life. there are always a few bumps along the way but if you know how to handle it properly and when to break and gas and such it ( Read more... )

why do people try to get off an airplane when it first reaches its destinantion port?  I mean, obviously its just going to cause complication and no one will be getting off any sooner...?  I guess i only wonder this b/c i have never been one of those people.  now if this makes a difference in a higher, more important light, i dont really know but ( Read more... )