What the shit am i supposed to do now? I've had the exact same conversation with her at least three times, once it resulted in her looking at me for a good two minutes with glazed over eyes, and another she cried. I would think that she would remember me asking her to 1. Stop just inviting youself over to my house. We have on average 4 to 5 people ( Read more... )

I am honestly to the point that when Crystal is in the room I wanna stab my eyes out. And that makes me annoyed. Annoyed because she didn't do anything directly to me, another then annoying me. I try everyday not to let it bother me, but I can't. I feel like a baby,  cause all I wanna do  is pout, and complain. Jesus Christ there is only so much ( Read more... )

I am fully aware of the situation. I may not act like it sometimes, but I know I put myself here ( Read more... )

some days I like him to no end......

others I wish he was fucking dead.

is that healthy?

I was fine. I was totally fine.

Now, I'm inside my head and I wanna cry.

Why the fuck do I let this shit get to me?

Oh yeah, cause I'm stupid.

I wish I were dead.

this sucks my ass!!!!

    I can't believe I unloaded all my bullshit on her. She has so much going on at this point, that's it's just rude of me to swoop in and cry on her shoulder, when she should be crying on mine ( Read more... )

Rocks my socks.

 Merry Christmas. :D

Moving sucks. Helping people move sucks.

I don't feel good.

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