minus the bear... god damn. who are you and why are you so good ( Read more... )

some days are easier. some moments are harder. i keep having this overwhelming sense of anxiety. it washes over me at the strangest moments, especially at work when my mind wanders. i realize at that moment that it is over and he doesn't want to be with me and never will. on one hand i think it will eventually work out, maybe he will come to his ( Read more... )

i am drunk. and upset. i cried a lot tonight. it is all my fault. fuck.

minus the bear. that is all...........

music is the only thing that makes me happy

today was hard. i cried at my lunch hour. all i wanted to do was come up with some excuse to leave because all i could think about was him ( Read more... )

"yeah you are beautiful. but you dont mean a thing to me."

everything the same, same story, everything different, nothings the same.

i dont know why i try anymore. every time i think life is going to work out for me and i will get dealt the right hand it gets taken away from me.
i want the one that lasts, i want the one for me forever. i am 28 ( Read more... )

"i dont even know myself at all, i thought i would be happy by now. the more i try to push it i realize, gotta let go of control. gotta let it happen, gotta let it happen ( Read more... )

I was right. he was lying to me. i called him out and he blocked my number and facebook like a pussy ( Read more... )

time. how has it passed by so quickly ( Read more... )

hey guess what kids????

ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!

heck yes im fuckin 18 bitches. i cant believe i made it. :D

<3

yeah... so boyfriends suck sometimes.

i remember why i didnt like having them.
maybe because boys are IDIOTS!

<3 Devin

P.S. i got stuck on a patch of ice with my car and it was scarey.
P.P.S. i hate school with the passion of a thousand suns.