I pretend I don't care. I'm happy. I wear a true smile and am my true self, most of the time. My glass is half full and I never let it empty, but when it's full of spoiled milk... I don't tell anyone. I'm not aloud to be sad. I'm always smiling and always laugh and I'm not aloud to be sad because it brings everyone else down. I'm an extrovert ( Read more... )

I met the strangest man at school today. He said I could come in the computer lab but then insisted that I take notes on the lecture. I'm not even in his class, I just needed to use a computer. It was so bizarre but I couldn't help but wonder what on earth was he thinking and how did he change his mind and attitude within seconds. Sometimes I ( Read more... )

I wrote a list in the beggining of the year of things I want to do this year. I suppose this is a common thing people do in January. Like a resolution, but not really a resolution because no one really keeps those, more of just a to do list. Anyway, one of the things on that list was for me to stop using the phrase "I don't know." I say this ( Read more... )

My friend used to have this boyfriend. I hated him. He was the most controlling, useless psycho I ever met. The other day, I saw on the news that a 19 year old guy fell off a mountain nearby where I would occasionally go hiking. It was him. He didn't fall, he jumped. He lived. That being said, I'm glad he lived. No one should die before ( Read more... )

So I went to church today. I didn't use to go to church, but now I do. Things changed me and I was tired of being THAT broken, depressed, heart aching GIRL. I wanted to be who I once was. The girl who was always smiling and optomistic and just full of joy for absolutely no reason at all. I missed her, and I wanted to be THAT GIRL. i will be ( Read more... )

Well it's a funny thing for sure. Talking out loud really makes you realize the way things really are. I honestly don't know what I would do with out my girl friends. Not to all guys, if you meet a girl who only has guy friends... Run! Get the fuck out of there asap. Yes girls can be bitches, but every girl needs at least 1 gal pal. Anyway, as we ( Read more... )