I GET TO DRIVE MY CAR TOMMORW. Mine, all mine. I paid for it :D with the exception of borrowing against my life insurance but it was just alittle help. IT was 5 grand woo woo :-D I'm soo stupid lol..I'm goign to go becuase I have nothign else to write

Whoa, I haven't written in this thing in forever it seems. This silly thing reminds me of 10-12 grade. Anyways, I finally purchased a car with MY money. I'm sooo happy. I'm doing so well in school and work and life in general :-D Kids who make fun of me for not having a car should reconsider their cruelty. Becuase their mommy and daddy paid for ( Read more... )

He has a girlfriend.  Its silly for me to still think about him. But I can't help it. I need to be mature and be happy for him. For this is what he wanted. Wheres my guy? I have no one. I don't really hang out with alot of people anymore so I'm not really exposed to the opposite sex. And if I am their fucking jesus thumping bible freaks.  I mean ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this thing in a while. I'm not sure what to even write anymore. So I got asked to be promoted to a shift supervisor during my review.  Of course I accepted because I needed the xtra raise.  The only thing I'm scared of is having so much responsiblity, hopefully I won't fuck up. So the only person I felt was so close to me is ( Read more... )

I fell for it. I was nothign more then a test to him. A challenge. And it makes me sick to fully understand what he did. He took his time, pretended to be a gentleman, and talked/hung out for a long time. I should of followed my intution. But I neglected it becuase I liked him. I just hoped well maybe hes different. But every single red flag was ( Read more... )

I need a fucking car. I keep spending all my money on clothes. I hate it, I'm a shopaholic lol. I could have one by now. W\e my dad needs to help me out. Hes such a dick, he hasn't called. But I should of known. I'm kinda interested in this guy and he thinks I stood him up :( I so did not! lol I had a work meeting soo :( But hes a hottie. But, he ( Read more... )

Well, I think its funny what people can write to put someone down. I acutally find it some what humorous/amusing. I just laughed it off. Racism doesn't really affect me the way it use to. This weekend I hung out with Devin and everything is just soo different now. While I was walking to my door after he dropped me off, he rolled down his window ( Read more... )

I'm so freakin happy :-D

Well I went to the movies last night to see Into the Blue with my buddy Jake. It was alright, but Paul Walker made it better lol. I think I'm starting to like this other kid. And its his personality for the most part. Hes so funny, it reminds me of a long ago past relationship. Just his interests and his humor. Hes a bit older but its okay. We just ( Read more... )

So I just have to say that I am enjoying life right now. I think I might be devolping feelings for him. Its weird but cool at the same time. Hes so nice to me, it kinda freaks me out. But lets see how everything rolls. But school and work suck but oh well. Peace