Why do people start of with "Dear Journal"? It's an inanimate object. No matter how much you want to believe it's actually listening and helping you, it's not ( Read more... )

Dang! Last time I updated this it was 143 weeks ago. There's only 52 in a year! But I am back yo!

LOL good thing no one reads this anymore. So starting today it will just be a journal for myself. No more emo poems either, or any "I hate my life!" crap. I'm tired of that! Alright well I guess for now this will be my only entry. So much for a comeback ( Read more... )

I have the hospital band around my wrist, from when this day broke the only thing beating ( Read more... )

Put me on the table ( Read more... )

There has been a change of plans, we do the leaving today at 5pm instead of tomorrow at 3am... i dont know if i should be happy or sad.. i guess happy cus i should. O_o....gahhh the other day at work, the boss lady was all bitchy and i was about to hit her with the frickin coffe pot!! she is such a senile old man!!! one of these days, im going to ( Read more... )

"i look at the people ( Read more... )

a whole in my head will cure everything.... . no poem this time... i fell from the stairs last night.... all the way from the top step to the cement below... i scraped my elbow, my ankle, and i have a huge lump on my thigh... it hurts like a beast!! i am in pain.. i need medication...or alcohol!!! oh and on the street that nibby lives.... a house ( Read more... )

"I want to paint a picture ( Read more... )

and now as i die ( Read more... )

i
so dark,
so empty, so void,
i
am nothing.
just hollow inside.
i
no longer
containing a soul,
life
is gone
i am not whole.
i
so pathetic,
so small, so weak,
i
so frail,
so easy to break,
i
so isolated
am all alone.
for within my mind
is a world of my own.

the breakfast club is a good movie.. and if you dont think so, well then too bad