I feel disconnected.

Im happy...Im feeling good...but just a little off.

I miss my friends very much.

I think I need to work less...I have absolutely no desire to head there tonight...Im terrified of running out of money and my bills just keep piling up.

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I was having amazing sex.

Siiiiigh.

Im so happy Im not crazy over fuckhead anymore...going back and reading that made me sick to my stomach.

I will never, ever let anyone have that much control over me again.

I can curl eyelashes with a spoon.

That makes me better.

School, work, sleep.

Thats all I do.

Went back to a written journal because I like to write during my breaks at school...its the only time I have to vent.

Happy Birthday Yael!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:)

I cant understand why Im not loosing weight ( Read more... )

This time last year I was blissfully happy in Hawaii.

I havent seen Nick in a year.

A year.

I wish I was there again.

I wouldnt change a thing.

Even Kat, being anal retentive about all of our activities.

I want all of it back.

I miss Nick so much.

I think from now on all my I-hate-my-life-and-I-feel-rejected-by-my-friends posts will be private ( Read more... )

I made a friend at MUD today ( Read more... )

Ive been feeling so much better!

My general mood is just...better...Im not 100% yet and Im so goddamn scatter-brained its ridiculous ( Read more... )