i find myself beginning to change the way i feel about a lot of things lately. about my job, my relationship, my life in general. i'm just bored. i'm bored and frustrated and feel inadequate much of the time. i'm not happy about things i used to be happy about. and i just don't feel like i have the tools to change anything. i'm burnt out on work. i ( Read more... )

My one year anniversary is right around the corner. July 10, 2011 will be one year to the day when everything changed. I can't believe things got this far so quickly. Even more than that, I can't believe time flew by so fast. I've never felt so close to anybody in my entire life and words cannot accurately convey how incredible I feel when I am ( Read more... )

So i had a four hour long interview this morning and I got the job. I now work at a CPA firm in Sunrise over by Sawgrass as an Administrative Assistant. I think, finally, everything is going to be okay. These people who hired me seem to have more faith in me than I have in myself in quite some time. I feel like there are all these possibilities in ( Read more... )

God, I love him. Despite everything that has happened and how difficult things have been for the both of us and me trying to get back on my feet financially, constantly struggling in the job market, when I am with him there is absolutely nowhere else I would rather be. He puts a smile on my face when absolutely nothing or nobody else can. He has so ( Read more... )

So much has been going on, and I haven't really had sufficient internet access to blog about it. Me, Brett, Jarett, and Albert moved into the new place last Friday. Exciting stuff. I honestly didn't think it was ever going to happen and if you would have asked me last week where I thought i would be today I would have told you in Winterhaven with ( Read more... )

everything bad that could happen right this second is rapidly unfolding. the leasing office for where we are supposed to be moving told us that since the management at bretts old complex has changed, only one of us had rental history and the security deposit sky-rocketed from $150 to a full months rent, in the amount of $1380, which is an ( Read more... )

So, tomorrow Brett, Jarett, and Albert are going to go apply for the apartment, and we possibly move in this upcoming weekend. This just means i'm one step closer to once again living with someone i rarely see and barely spend any time with. Even on his fucking day off tomorrow, and the last day that i'm here at his place for the weekend, Brett has ( Read more... )

My day got 100xs better looking at houses and apartments online with Brett. I'm so excited about moving in with him and i can't wait. =]

Today was the first day in over 7 months that i truly thought about where Marc was and what he was doing ( Read more... )

i wont get my hopes up and i don't have that much time because i'm job hunting and doing some shit for a friend online... but here are some new developments ( Read more... )