all i can say is that tonight was intense and it is time for bed for sure, goodnight.

So last night i went to see bleeding through, death by stereo and himsa at the pound. It was a fun show and im really glad i went but it would have been soo much better if i didnt have a cast and the bouncers werent giving me shit for having a cast and telling me to stay out of the pit. Only 6 more days until im coming home to get my cast off and ( Read more... )

today was a pretty intense day, there was a good amount of sessions and good times. I played hacky sack for more than 3 hours and listened to bob marley pretty much the whole time. It was a good day off from class and tomorrow will be a much more productive day. Today was just really good because i got my new guitar in the mail and i downlaoded ( Read more... )

So the original plan for this weekend was to go to vegas to see phish but everyone backed out of that idea and so im stuck here for the weekend. It would have been a lot of fun to go but i guess its better this way so that i can catch up on some work and save my money for other things. The week was very difficult and my cast is really getting to me ( Read more... )

I've learned so many lessons in the past month and all of them ive learned the hardest way.

The past couple of weeks have been very difficult and ive been trying really hard to be strong and be able to get trhough all of this. I never really said what exactly was going on when i was writing those really depressing entries but what happened was me and vanessa broke up. It has been a really hard breakup because it happened right when i was ( Read more... )

Fuck im really stressn out right now, i just got a letter from the dean about that takehome test i got caught cheating on. I guess the professor told the dean about it and now i have been dropped from that class and removed from the whole music department. I was really getting interested in the music program but now i cant even be in it and i dont ( Read more... )

Last night was full of adventures because when mellisa, dion and i got to bottom of the hill the show was sold out. We met up with dions friend and went down to the mission and bought some alcohol and started drinkn on the streets, i didnt get drunk and didnt really want to but i was buzzn and feeling alright. We go back to bottom of the hill and ( Read more... )

Spring break had its ups and downs but now im left with one broken hand and one broken heart. Ive never been in so much pain before and its really hard for me to handle anything. I just hate how i had everything figured out but it was too late to make a difference. Im sorry for how i am acting i just dont know how to act normal when this is the ( Read more... )

So tomorrow im off to palm springs and im not ready for it at all. I havent even packed yet and were supposed to leave really early. Things have been really tough for me lately and there were lots of tears tonight, i dont know what im gonna do anymore. Im scared about everything right now because i dont know whats going on or whats going to happen ( Read more... )