my ears have never rung like this before, i feel so weak and hurt. I dont want to be with my thoughts right now but i cant hear anything else because of the ringing. Im going to bed, i hope tomorrow is a good day.

damn im pretty hurt but im glad that im feeling things again, hopefully this feeling that im at wont last too long but i think it will.

It seems like soon there will be a lot missing from my life and the whole situation is pretty sad. I dont know what to think anymore but im gonna be strong and just see how everything turns out.

In other news i got a shitty haircut today and i look like a mushroom but it should look alright in a few days.

I am in too much pain, mostly physically but also emotionally, my mom better give me that leftover vicadon cause i need it.

I dont understand how everything i say and that i know has meaning can only be taken as lies and excuses. I wish you could see that im not making up anything, ive been thinking alot about everything and this is what i have to say. What i am saying is not some random excuse that i make up so that i can make things better, these are my feelings and ( Read more... )

This morning when me, eric and noa walked into our counterpoint class we were accused of cheating and told by the proffesor to drop the class or he will fail us. It was all a big confusion and an hour later we talked to him and convinced him that we werent cheating but were working together which we were. So we're all still in the class but now we ( Read more... )

If you really think that you dont mean anything to me then why am i trying so hard to talk to you and show you how i feel. Please just try to see everything a little more like i see it, i dont want any of this and thats something we both can agree on but we just dont understand one another right now. Lets just talk and trust each others words and ( Read more... )

So the whole day yesterday was shitty but today i felt a lot better, i drank like 12 glasses of water today cause i was so dehydrated. My only problem now is that im sick and have been caughing all day and feeling kind of shitty because of that but not too bad. I hope i get better really soon because vanessa is coming this weekend and were gonna go ( Read more... )

Fuck i dont think ive ever felt this shitty from drinking before, im starting to think that there is something wrong with me and this is not just a hangover. I need help feeling better, if anyone has some advice they can share just comment and ill try it out cause this sickness wont go away. I only had 3 hours of sleep and im really tired but cant ( Read more... )

It feels really good going to bed and knowing that all the work thats due tomorrow is already done like it is supposed to. I need to get back into this college thing, im slacking off way too much this semester but tonight is for sure a start.