havent been on this thing in a while, so i decided to drop in. This place right here is the only place i feel safe spilling my mind, because nobody knows me. With everything going on with my dad, school, and social life, i have to do something about it. Pretending the probelms arent there itn't working anymore.

I havent been on this thing in a few months, but something made me think of it today. Which if you think about it for a while, its kinda wierd. Well anyway, SUPERBOWL SUNDAY is here and its time to pull out all the colts junk. I usually dont care that much about football but you gotta love today. Today is going to be one hell of a day, but thats ( Read more... )

"Maybe because they love (strong word) you and they realize there's probably never going to be a moment in their lives where they'll get to express their feelings toward you in person and even if they did you wouldnt feel the same way because you have no idea who they are and more than likley wouldnt take them seriously. so they take their anger ( Read more... )

It's been a while seince i've updated and acually been on here. So, ya I might as well update while I'm on here.For the past week and week to come I've been going to band camp which completely sucks!besides the part that its pretty fun. ya well thats about it. bye

-lindsey-

It really pisses me off when you're talking to someone and you make a joke (a joke that anyone would know its a JOKE) and they take it to heart. It's not even about them or anyone else. Then they try to give you a lecture about it and won't answer you when you try to explain things. Plus all these other girls that drool over him comletely, agree ( Read more... )

wow I have nothing to say I think for the first time in my life. this is a special moment. (ok I do but well it's kinda wierd)

Have you ever woke up in the morning and hoped that the person you've been obsessing over for so long is on the other side of you, but when you look noone's there.you second guess your heart and wonder if he's actually "that guy" but deep inside you know he is. you know by the time he even finds out you exist and has a clue of who you really are ( Read more... )