It gets harder and harder everyday to pretend nothing's wrong. You're so far away, and I've got too many memories to let you go. I tell myself everyday that I'm fine, I'll get you back one day. But will I? Look at you two, I'm fighting this uphill battle that I can't win. I'm losing energy to fight this. Bah!

Since you been gone I've been lost without a trace
I dream at night, I can only see your face
I look around but its you I cant replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby baby please

So today I got Honorable Mention for my grizzly bear picture at Roane State, that was fun. Allen stayed with me all day and we got caught in the ( Read more... )

ESTJ-The Supervisor
You scored 90% I to E, 71% N to S, 80% F to T, and 42% J to P!

Your type is known as the supervisor, as you are not hesitant to give your stamp of approval on others - or tell them how they are lacking if they are. You are surprised when others don't seem grateful that you have set them straight. Your type also belongs to ( Read more... )

Oooh you make me live
Whatever this world can give to me
Its you you're all I see
Oooh you make me live
Ahh you're the best friend that I've ever had

Yeah I was gonna say more but I really have nothing going on in my head.

Percy and Sam are best pals for life <3!

Ohh and:
Ahhh you gonna take me home tonight
Ahhh down beside that red fire light
Ahhh you ( Read more... )

Yeah boy! I'm back bitches, back with a huge ace phone bill, but back none the less. Arkansas was the usual, I mean nothing really fun ever happens until Don gets used to you again and takes you partying so for the first little bit everything was same old same crap. We got up there two days later than when we usually arrive and everything seemed so ( Read more... )

I've been a horrible cold harsh person for most of my life, mostly because I can't relate to or trust anyone. I thought I could change, I really did. But when I first tried to I wasn't into it and she became another long list of people I didnt think about. I never meant to hurt her and I tried in every single way possible to stop the pain, but it ( Read more... )

...But it dries up as soon as you're gone, you leave me here burning in this desert without you...

How stupid could I be
A simpleton could see
That you're no good for me
But you're the only one I see

And...

I will go down with this ship
I wont purge myself and surrended
The will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I want you to be free
Dont worry about me
And just like the movies
We play out our last scene
You wont cry, I wont scream

Woohoo!! So Tyson goes back to Cal-iforn-i-a today and I cant see him cause I'm grounded for not laying in the tanning bed. Oh well, he can get home and call me tonight. Nothing else fun is going on. I'm getting over my so called " ( Read more... )

My journal entry in my book from April of last year has lyrics glued in them which are:

and it's okay if you have go away

just remember the telephone works both ways

and if I never ever hear it ring

if nothing else I'll think the bells inside

have finally found you someone else and that's okay

cause I'll remember everything you sang

Yes, yes I ( Read more... )

You hurt real bad