Can't you see that I wanna be there with open arms?
It's empty tonight
And I'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again, these letters to you
On much I know
But I'm not sleeping and ( Read more... )

Ok yesterday just sucked horribly. This whole thing with Jess is just not really worth all the feelings we're going through so.. Go be happy with Emily and I'll see you in May.. and thats that. I still feel all the things I told her I feel but I'm not bringing it up anymore and I'm going back to my old self. Nothing really matters so she can do as ( Read more... )

My Love Is Not Your Love

My love is not your love
But yet we are the same

Your love is innocent
And your love is passionate
Your love knows no color
Or race
Gender
Or even shame
You love with your entire being

My love is experienced
And my love is gaurded
My love knows pain
And suffering
Rejection
And even hate
I love from a distance

My love is not your love
But I ( Read more... )

I catch every illness anyone ever has around me. It is the suck!! I caught Sam's cold somehow and lucky for me her strand of cold virus comes with the flu. Bah!! The good news is that yesterday I was illness free and I went hiking. The mountains are so pretty, and I was glad I went when I read Jess's LJ and saw how bad she wanted to go. I'd take ( Read more... )

Today has been crazy horrid! I'm so sick of things not going right in my life. It's just a huge mess of crap and oddly enough I don't feel like I'm in control of it. Somehow every single thing that happens seems to become my fault but yet I never ever ever get to explain myself. I'm thoroughly over this bull. I'm torn between what I want and what I ( Read more... )

Let's dance! Put on your red shoes and dance the blues!

And if you say run, I'll run with you. If you say hide, we'll hide. My love for you will break my heart in two.

Hahaha! Now Jess cant say I never update.

Woo I decided to copy Jess and make myself one of these livejournal thingies. Mine owns everyone else's because it has the "mint chocolate chip" theme and AND frog smiley things! So take that you beaches. I have an Xanga but its dead so I decided to put all my junk in here for today. I need some tea or something because my throat hurts like WHOA, ( Read more... )