June 30 at 5:33pm ( Read more... )

Well I started reading for a few minutes. Then I started crying because of what I was reading. Man, I miss Donald. Sometimes I get all gooey eyed thinking about how much that fucking sucks. Yeah..anyway. Always sayin I wanna write more. Don't think I've ever even written about the amazing girl I've been dating almost 2 1/2 years. Or the amazing ( Read more... )

I forgot and totally want to add that while changing oil at Shawn's shop, we were listening to Live 105, and Say It Ain't So came on. We were both whistling the solo. When it ended and I kept going, he looked at me and started back up and we finished together ( Read more... )

So I have this friend I had only known online until Friday night. This girl randomly im-ed me a few years ago while Matt and I were getting back into his car in the Foodmaxx parking lot. I couldn't say exactly when, but I know I was dating Candace still and he was still living with his dad, so I'm thinking at least 3 years. Well so this girl ( Read more... )

I just don't understand. I want to. But I don't want to. I want something to blame. But I don't want to find out I could've stopped ( Read more... )

I really fucking hate again that I've taken so long to write in here. And now I hate even more to only write that it's my birthday and I'm balling my eyes out because I just found out a friend killed himself. I've never been in this situation before. I don't really know how I should feel. I feel sad. Definitely fucking sad. I had to have the news ( Read more... )

Again I'm mad for having such a huge gap in between my entries, and I know I'm about to make this one short because I'm about to go to the beach. Maybe I should just do little quick things like this for myself a few times a day. I dunno. Anyway, life's pretty good. I have a major gash in my right eyebrow from boxing Shaggy. The same gash re-opened ( Read more... )

I had a dream the night before last that these 2 hot Asian girls and I were going around stealing cars. I don't really remember much of why or how, but we were. It was even while the owners were right there out front. One would distract him while the other was breaking in and hot wiring. Then we'd be out. I don't remember who anyone was, except ( Read more... )

Last Friday was weird. I had to think about it kind of a while before deciding to write about it. I mean, I could've done it that first weekend, but I've been busy and putting it off, but I also wanted to think a bit. I got fired that morning. That was really no big deal. I laughed about it. I got called in and walked in to my supervisor cussing ( Read more... )

I was looking for a Gob cd today. So I had to dig through my cd binders. And it was a lot of fun. The good old days of cd's. When you had to search for the cd you wanted to play because you didn't keep them in any particular order. And if you wanted to mix it up a bit you had to make the mix cd yourself. Or when I had the 6 disc changer in the ( Read more... )