Time to rebuild.

[thatothersteve]

After another very difficult weekend, struggling with myself in my own head, I finally hit something approaching rock bottom. I broke down, though to say that it only happened this weekend wouldn't do the rest of the process justice. This really happened over the course of the last two months or so

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[pyrrhicvictory]

I'm glad you didn't hate the first attempt at a therapist. Hardening the fuck up and going to your first session is always the most anxiety-inducing part. It'll only get better from there!

[thatothersteve]

I really hope so. Hopefully we'll figure out what's wrong with me and some ways for me to fight it. The things I have done to work on it for myself have not worked; just made things worse.