I'm sick. I'm tired. I'm coughing and don't want to be at school but I am because I don't want to miss any days because then I'm not exempt and then I'm unhappy. Anyway. Things are good. Steve is going away...getting out of my brain...Justin makes me happy. I don't know...he's a wonderful boy.

I got a necklace! With a pearl...and it's reallllll and I'm happy, motherfuckers!!!

So it's my second day of school. I'm still jetlagged. Still hate high school. Still feel like I shouldn't be here. Like I've learned everything I need to and it's pointless to sit here for seven hours a day. But I am. And I'll do well. And I'll hate every minute of it but it's necessary and it's one of those things you have to do to go ( Read more... )

Sniffling, hung over, bored in Redondo Beach, California. Everyone is tan. It's cold. Colder than Raleigh...I miss you all. Nobody reads this anymore, because I never write in it...but I miss you ( Read more... )

Lately, it feels like I'm not really here. It's the movie complex. Watching yourself doing these things, having these conversations, kissing these boys, and you know it's not you. It just can't be because you're right here, feeling nothing. And it's silly and it's cliche and you hate feeling like you know everyone else does at one point or ( Read more... )

So, ladies and gentlemen, I've got to tell you that while so much has changed, nothing really has atall ( Read more... )

I miss you all ( Read more... )

Well hello again ( Read more... )

So right now I'm in a giant white van thing on the way to Atlanta? I think that's where we're staying tonight ( Read more... )

So, can I tell you, once again, how sick I am of people breaking my heart ( Read more... )