You're so different now, so indifferent to everything I do or say. You're starving your heart, so sink your teeth into mine. You can eat until your belly aches from fullness. Your sharp words punctured me and left me damaged goods. But I'm better now, I thought I should let you know.

I'll remember you as the quiet boy who laughs at his own jokes. A ( Read more... )

I think you’re circling around me. And I’m getting so dizzy, so tired of these silly games. You whisper I am loved. You’re always telling me beautiful things that maybe you don’t mean from the heart. Well sometimes we just create disasters, so now you’re talking faster and I’m still stuck between the lines. I’m writing these feelings onto cards ( Read more... )

I think sometimes you can bring out the best in me. And sometimes the worst.

Maybe I just think too much, about everything. But you bring my head out from the clouds. You are just too free. And letting go comes too easy for you sometimes.

Tell me that I'm more than just today for you.

No, I don't ever want to fall out of love with you.

Tomorrow I go to the beach.


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I caught a glimpse of his headlights flashing. So we sit in his car. He was drunk, and a mess. And he said in a somber tone, he has no real friends. No one to care for him. And I see that some people are lonely, some people are searching for what I'm lucky to have. And he hid his face because he wanted to cry. So I let him cry. Well he wanted to ( Read more... )

So lately, it's been the girls that keep me grounded. I've been so happy. I am happy.

And so I've got friends. Family. Well it's everything to me. But I'm wide awake, and I'm realizing that people will give things up in an instant. Friendships, love, money...it's all just things to some people. Things you throw away and recycle.

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We raised our drinks, cheers to tonight. So it's that line, "you look so beautiful". And then we're kissing in the backseat. So then it's work the next day and you're calling from your car because you feel so sick from drinking. And we're talking, you're thinking as you try to hold hands ( Read more... )

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Last week I drank vodka like water. Me, Sara, Gabe and his friend in the bedroom. I'm told I'm cute when I'm drunk. Ha. I bet I am.