I'm just so angry right now. I hate being so far away from home. This distance is causing major porblems with Trung and I. It's like our realtionship is so new that we fight like cats and dogs when were away from each other. I'm coming home in two days. Which I'm happy about. The vacation here has been UP and DOWN. It's like a roller coaster ride. ( Read more... )

I feel so bad right now. Trungs very upset and his familes fighting. I wish I could some way help him feel better but theres really nothing I can do im 1,000's of miles away right now. Hopefully he can talk to me about it. So maybe I could understand and relate to him. I've been through a lot when it comes to familes and problems. I think ive ( Read more... )

UGH.... I'm so bored. Arkansas is a huge bore. Well the good thing is its like 100 degrees outside so I can get a nice tan. But I can't lay out there much its too fucken hot. Ive been trying to but I get so hot. My grandma is being a bitch today. Last night my grandma and grandpa kept me up till 4 in the mourning talking about god ( Read more... )

Well I left for Arkansas on the 27th and i've been here for about two days. It pretty boring and im very home sick to the max. I just wish I could come home . I feel like im missing out on so much. I guess the real reason is im away from Trung. were never away from eachother. I just can't stand not seeing his cute sweet face for a ( Read more... )

It's 6:34 am I haven't been able to sleep much. All I thought about lastnight was how good it would feel when mourning comes so I could leave my room. I haven't slept a nice normal sleep in about 4 days now. Of course I have been drinking those 4 days too. I really don't think its the achohol though. I mean I know i'm not depressed my lifes ( Read more... )

Well It's been a while since I've sat down and typed a little in this journal. I have a boyfriend and hes the nicest guy ever. But like most couples we have our problems nothing huge though. I just wish he wouldn't get so jelous over little things that kind of bothers me.I truly love him though with all my heart. We share moments ( Read more... )

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SOMETIMES WAIT ALL THE TIME I JUST WANNA SIT DOWN IN A CONNER AND SCREAM! GOOOOOOOOOOD I TRY AND FIX THINGS I DO I THINK THE PROBLEM ISNT ME ITS PEOPLE I HATE PEOPLE I CANT STAND THEM ANY LONGER LIFE IS SO FUCKEN POINTLESS... IT REALLY IS I GIVE UP IM JUST FALLING TO PIECES AND YOU KNOW WHAT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I DONT ( Read more... )

Yea yesterday was a very shity day. I just about had a nervous break down. Those are not fun at all. I came home from staying the night at Jason's at like 12:30. Then went to bed. All night I couldn't sleep listing to him snoring ahh it was horrible. Him and Jenny took all the covers to. Bitches .. haha naw its no biggy. The most IMPORTANT ( Read more... )

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