HI EVERYONE i haven't posted in a very long time. a very very long time. for those of you who want to keep up with my life, you can follow me on tumblr ( Read more... )

i have a sunburn! i feel like no one ever goes on livejournal anymore. it's ridiculously nice outside.

I love that there's always one girl who serially dates every guy i've been interested in in a particular "group" or whatever. I always thought i was a ho for being interested in like every guy ever but i guess these girls take it one step further. I feel better but at the same time I feel worse.

okay it's been a week and i haven't heard anything from him. i didn't do anything. i KNOW i didn't do or say anything. i hate boys. i'm seriously going to ignore it until it goes away. don't tell me avoidance isn't the answer because i dont even want to get involved with this one. ugh. i'm tired of being let down.

I GET REALLY WORRIED WHEN I DON'T HEAR FROM PEOPLE AND AUTOMATICALLY ASSUME THEY DIED.

and i can't text him and check because obviously that would make me neurotic and clingy since i texted him last night and got no response. i hate unwritten rules. i really hope i hear from him tomorrow.

THIS IS SO DUMB WE'RE NOT EVEN DATING I HATE MYSELF AND ( Read more... )

my mother is complaining how she's lost her spark. i kind of feel as though i'm responsible in a way. last night i finally told her how i felt that going to school with geoffrey during my adolescence stifled my personality (which is true) and now she's emotionally overloaded. i think i should just go back to school ( Read more... )

I decided some things ( Read more... )

( i opened it up and now, according to the rules, i must complete this. you can't argue with that logic. )

so, in relation to carrie's last entry, i have this to add ( Read more... )

"Let us be lovers we'll marry our fortunes together ( Read more... )