i took one of the keys off of my keyboard to clean it. then one of the other pieces fell off (shit) and i couldn't get the key back on. i took another key off to see how the mechanism worked, pulled out my flashlight and needle-nose pliers, and worked the hinge back into place. i feel like such a handyman right now. and especially glad i was ( Read more... )

dear _______________,
while i wait for my laundry to wash and listen to shiksa goddess from The Last Five Years instead of studying for my kines midterm on friday or finishing my assignment for tom's class, i have just one question for you ( Read more... )

you're in the arms of the angel. may you find some comfort here.

yet another morning of classes slept through. when will i learn? maybei should go visit the east coast again. i seemed to wake up at a very decent hour after my spring break trip.

sometimes i feel like being one of those bad friends who is nice to you to your face, but then turns around and spits on the ground to remove the foul taste from my mouth. i feel like it would give me so much more depth than "the nice guy." but maybe that's a misnomer i have bequeathed unto myself. maybe i have placed myself in the "nice guys" ( Read more... )

i don't know why i do it. i practically kill myself for this job, and yet i'm returning for another year. i am so exhausted right now. i don't know why, but normally after events i have some energy. i think the reason is that 10:30 felt like 1:30, so now it feels like 5am. but it's not ( Read more... )

::big sigh of relief::

i love tech lab. especially when brian talks to me like i'm a very competent member of the class. and when i'm helping to problem solve. :) i feel skilled when i'm in lab. and to think, brian used to scare the bejeezus out of me. (and i didn't like him much. just didn't understand his humor. now he's fantastic).

so i feel a tad more confident in my piece for tomorrow. jessie and piul definitely helped me out a lot. i'm just...so nervous. especially about performing in front of people who are judging me. will i remember to speak slowly? will i remember everything that made the piece improve? because in the past, that's been a huge problem. HUGE. and ( Read more... )

and it's time for the lj "list everything i have to do and freak out" session ( Read more... )

i now have to audition for acting II and am completely terrified. mostly because I haven't acted in ages, and i'm a terrible auditioner. and i now have to search for a one minute monologue. and work it up. in less than 24 hours. on top of writing an AMP worksheet. and my life is quickly spiraling out of control again.