strange, yet mostly true, haha. :) maybe i have some male secret admireres i have no idea about?

and i can only hope this one is as accurate. if my body is to die for twice, then it must be so because lj memes say it is.

i sit in lab staring at the blank page that is my comps proposal. why am i sitting in lab waiting instead of performing the lab? oh, because we forgot to come in two hours early to start our lab. so we have two hours before we can even begin ( Read more... )

normally i don't mind the pitter patter at my window. it's comforting and soothing. but lately there has been so much of it that i am tired of the constant drumming. i don't feel like i'm in Los Angeles right now ( Read more... )

the definition of lonely: the thought of me next year with my huge HC apartment, by myself, with two sets of comps to work on, immunology, and acting II (potentially). yes, a full plate, and nowhere to go but my room to try to meet people. yes, things are looking up ( Read more... )

[ ] I have eaten more than 5 meals a day ( Read more... )

there have been so many times in the past couple of days that i sit down and tell myself "you should really update about this," but then i don't actually do it. down the road, my memory will fail me and i will have no recollection or record of what actually happened. something tells me this is not a smart way to live life/keep a journal. (and ( Read more... )

Take Back the Night is probably the most powerful event i've ever attended in my entire life. people tell their stories of sexual assault, light a candle (or in this case break a glowstick), symbolizing taking back the control in their lives. the tears just wouldn't stop. it hurts so much more when someone you know and love stands up there. no ( Read more... )

stupid alarm clock! i was dreaming that i was working in the theater, holding up the supports of some tent-like thing, and i turn to my right and tyler i standing there. i ask him, "wait, are you getting back?" and he replies," july." i'm standing there shaking, practically jumping for joy, and i scream, "SOMEBODY TAKE THE FUCKING POLES!!!!!" ( Read more... )

billy crudup is absolutely phenomenal, and now one of my favorite actors.

there are some people that just get under my skin and twist. people i can't work with and hate working with, but always end up working with. i really don't understand how it happens. whenever something goes wrong, it is always my fault. never theirs. everything they do is perfect, even when i've been working on the project for an extra day and ( Read more... )