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thatss_hot

bare minimum

Sep 21, 2005 22:17

( some amazing life i live... but i think i've finally cracked it open. or just cracked. if you want to understand me... or at least get a better understanding... maybe you should take a look )

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hateyouforthis November 1 2005, 13:07:06 UTC

toni.
why'd you take me off your friends list.

wtf.

i am so glad you dont feel like that anymore.
at least, i don't think you do.

hateyouforthis May 13 2006, 22:13:55 UTC

Toni ( ... )

thatss_hot May 14 2006, 23:18:27 UTC

I don't even know where to begin. I'll start with saying it's ironic you think I'd laugh at that. It's even sad that you feel I'm capable of being so cruel. But I guess I haven't given you much hope... you know I'm bad at confrontation, and I'd rather avoid something than to hurt someone intentionally. But when I think about it (and I do a lot) what I did to you was no better than what Jesse did to me. I'm no better than he is. Or I wasn't at least. Me and Ford had a long conversation last night and I'm sure he's told you by now. If you have matured, that's wonderful and I'm proud of you. I hope you have grown as a person because you had a lot of growing up to do; not to sound like a bitch because I have so many flaws that I know need help. And we all have faults and whatnot but the fact that you recognized it and improved it (or at least attempted to) is amazing and I truly am proud. I will most definitely be at your wedding but as far as our friendship is concerned I'm not sure if I'm ready to try it again. Not only because of the ( ... )

hateyouforthis May 28 2006, 07:31:35 UTC

Toni ( ... )

thatss_hot June 3 2006, 04:14:19 UTC

I'm really tired right now and I might come back another time to add onto this or just comment again but I already told you everything. The defining moment wasn't just when you did something it would just be like when we were hanging out and you would say something really dumb or just do something I thought was ridiculous and immiture; incidents like that just building and building until finally I realized that we were two completely different people. It wasn't like you did one thing and I just made the decision it was more like a growing anger towards you for a while until I finally just didn't want to talk to you anymore. I really don't like talking about that though I already told you, repeatedly, I hate confrontation, arguments, and hurting people. And if someone kept telling me I was or still was immiture I know I'd be hurt and I don't want to be that person who's hurting you.

Thread 5

hateyouforthis May 13 2006, 22:15:07 UTC

And I can finally admit, now that I'm engaged, that I always had a crush on you. I was always so scared you'd make fun of me if I told you, but ( ... )