How do I always end up getting caught up in denial? Like it never happened. But guess what it all just smacks me in the face. The sad part is I knew, I knew things couldn't be the ame yet I let it happen anyway. When Breana left for Utah the understanding was that we were going to just be friends, because that was what was necessary for the ( Read more... )

So tonight was my last training shift at Outback. Which means friday will be my first day of work. I can't describe to you how good it feels to be finally working again. I'm not the type to just sit around, so this has been a kind of torture. But now that I'm working, making money and getting things done I think it'll be alright. I'm still here ( Read more... )

So I decided last night at the end of my training shift that it's time ( Read more... )

When that one person who brings your whole world together, the person who brings everything into focus leaves. What do you do? You hold your breath. You hold your breath and keep faith in the Lord, and continue on with life. Breana left on Monday for Utah. Don't know how long she'll be there, or what direction her life will go in while she's ( Read more... )

So I gave up and finally decided to start a photo gallery. Here it is: http://www.snapfish.com/photolibrary/t_=29976651 Password: Photoking if it doesn't already prompt you the address is Thavrae@gmail.com. Enjoy! And leave me comments ( Read more... )

So I just completed my LAST twelve hour shift here in Germany and I'll be heading home on tuesday. Thank goodness. Not to say that it wasn't interesting here, but there is so much to focus on at home that I just can't wait to get back. For one, finding a school to go to for fall semester. Yea I know I'm extremely late in all this but really I ( Read more... )

Confound you Katie! You force me to participate in such silly games. Actually I quite like this one ( Read more... )

You know that saying? If you love someone, let them go and if they come back to you, you know it's meant to be?  Well that's all well and good until it actually happens to you.  You find yourself sitting there late at night asking yourself what exactly you did to make these circumstances come around? And the worst part is I know. I know exactly ( Read more... )

So it was noted recently that I don't write in my journal anymore.  Well..In my defense I just recently got back into the real world so you can't really blame me.  Even now I'm in Germany with my unit so this is a bit of a stretch but I shall write for the sake of others.lol. I'm so full of it.

So if you don't already know here is a brief over-view ( Read more... )

There are few who are being supportive of my desicion. There are even fewer who really understand... There is such a possiblity in this, from real world expierence to sowing the seeds for a successful future. I've wanted to do this for so long, but have put it off because 'it wasn't the right time' or I was afraid of what everyone else would say ( Read more... )