Ugh. So I slept very little last night. I had ALOT on my mind, i still do... I'm trying to not sit and dwell on it but its eating away at me every chance it gets. I guess i will just try to suffocate it, in the back of my head for now. I was suppose to have my Preop Physical today, come to find out i went on the wrong day. Other then that i'm just ( Read more... )

Visitation Information: Dates and times may change ( Read more... )

I have lost touch with my close freinds. As the days pass I have become more distant from the one's i care for. I feel so alone with my current situation. I have no one to express myself to. Yes i'm social to an extent, my insecuritys prevent me from saying and doing things that may have positive affects on my life. I miss the memory's of yesterday ( Read more... )

Shadows Fall - "The ghosts of past failures"Facing the reality ( Read more... )

Well it's been some time since i have payed any attention to this online journal.I figured i should probably bring every one up to date on Life, Love and Work ( Read more... )

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you ( Read more... )

Open address to Mike Shockency.
First off, I could stoop to your childish name callings but I will not.This is not the first time that you have decided to resort to this, and probably not the last.That does not concern me.Your adolescent remarks are amuzing ( Read more... )

Monday April 26, 2005.I'm talking to mike on AIM and we figure out that we wanna do something...but we dont know what.I called Derek but he did not answer (Bastard).I went and picked up mike and we decied to head to wal-mart to go see how late the Tenacious One...worked well we walked up and i steped on the floor mat and BAM!! i went to the ground ( Read more... )

Nothing really to update about i have been working and when im not working im buying cd's and looking at getting a House and another Job (yeah im crazy) but in the meantime go by the Muse Cd...Now!...I said now!...
The Muse - "Stockholm Syndrome"I won't stand in your way ( Read more... )

Well its 1:12am on wensday March 30th, I've just been thinking about ALOT of things that are on My mind.Why do you humans Ponder and over analyze thoughts? Maybe its human nature, maybe its just me dwelling on many things...Oh well, will i ever know ( Read more... )