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*sigh*
Every now and again I just get these moments where I feel completely lost and empty... Tonight being one of them ( Read more... ) -
Rest in Peace Roll...
So yesterday was a long and hard day for me, though I'm not feeling quite so sad about it. My family and I decided the best thing to do for Roll was to put him to sleep. So Roll is gone and now is with his brother. He is no longer suffering or in any pain. But I am ok with that. I know what we did was the right thing to do for him. He was in pain ( Read more... ) -
Ummm...
Well it's 6:30 and I don't have to be up this early, but I am. I'm not tired really, just wondering why I have been up since 6... I slept through the night which is a good thing, and in an hour or so I plan on running down to stop and shop to buy some things to help me get ready for my date... I'm a bit nervous and wish the weather had no ( Read more... ) -
An Update
So it's been a bit since I last updated you guys on how I am doing. I am starting to heal from my past hurt from a jerk. I still miss Tuck, but I know he isn't hurting and he's always going to be with me, in spirit at least. I actually slept last night which was great for me ( Read more... ) -
Hardness
It's been so hard lately to see myself happy. It's even harder for me to sleep. I don't have anyone to cuddle with. No cat really stays long enough to cuddle and purr me to sleep like Tuck did... It's only been a week and I still miss him ( Read more... ) -
RIP Tuck...
Today was far from great... I was home alone most of the day watching my cat Tuck suffer... He was really really sick and there was nothing I could do to help him... Nothing... I kept him company and made sure he was comfortable... Two hours ago he had died... I no longer have my Tuck. The one who cuddled with me at night... The one who cheered me ( Read more... ) -
hmmmm
Dear Prince Charming ( Read more... ) -
heh...
It's been about a week since I last posted a journal, and nothing really has changed... It's been about a month since Eric broke up with me, and I am still not taking it too well... I'm not sleeping all too much, which leaves me with a short temper... I find myself distancing myself from people, most of it is because I'm just afraid of getting hurt ( Read more... ) -
Sadness continues
So life hasn't been the easiest for me, and it doesn't seem to be getting any easier. I wish things would just turn out to at least allow me time to myself and not feel all sad... I want to be able to be alone and not feel the urge to pig out on icecream and watch a movie while doing so, though the icecream is yummy, it just adds a lot of unneeded ( Read more... ) -
Alone...
So I am alone once more... Everytime I fall in love, or even start to grow attached to someone, I seem to lose them... It's as if my love isn't good enough and they leave me. I should be used to this... But it doesn't mean I don't like it at all ( Read more... )