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I give up
I just give up caring. I give up on love and those who really don't give a shit about me... I'm sick of caring about everyone around me and in return they don't really give a care about me. So why do I bother? Why do I even try to find love, when it's not going to ever happen for me. No one wants to be with me, so I should just give up, which is ( Read more... ) -
Thanksgiving
So today is Thanksgiving and it'll be ok I suppose. I'm over at my mom's and spent the week here so that I can start my baking for today, when I woke up yesterday. I spent the whole day just baking. I hardly was off my feet. I'm still tired from all the baking I did. But I enjoyed all the baking. I really am looking forward to trying all the ( Read more... ) -
Baking :-)
So right now my Pumpkin cheesecake dessert is in the oven baking. I'm excited to give it a try. If it comes out I will be making it for sure for Thanksgiving. If not, then I may or may not give it a try again. Who knows what I will do, but I'm looking forward to doing the baking. I'm making ten desserts. 2 Pumpkin pies, 2 apple pies, 2 Chocolate ( Read more... ) -
Museums and friends :)
So today was a great day for me. I had a lot of fun at the museum of science with Chris today. We wandered around the museum for quite a few hours, didn't see everything, but saw a lot. I had a lot of fun though. Then later we went to The Harry Potter Exhibit, which was amazing. We got to see the costumes and props from the movies, which were so ( Read more... ) -
:-)
Okay so today I went to the gym, I stayed there for as long as I have stayed at the gym all last week! :-) I really am enjoying going to the gym, more than I thought I'd ever would. I am more willing to go on my own now a days unlike I did in the pasat. But I want to accomplish my goal of losing weight, and to do that I need to be more active than ( Read more... ) -
Gotta Admit...
I really have to admit that after a week of spending on my own, it was really nice to get out of the house and go out with someone... At least there is one person who wants to spend time with me. It's better than nothing. I mean sure I did go out of the house, most of the days, but they were all on my own, aaaand to go to the gym, I love going to ( Read more... ) -
I am no one.
Sure earlier I posted a more cheerful post about my two new additions. But now I'm not quite so cheerful. Honestly did not want to talk to anyone and a so called 'friend' decided to see what was bothering me, which really is nothing, because I am no one. I am no one to my 'friends'. My 'friends' who really haven't been around much for me for a ( Read more... ) -
New Additions to the family
Ok so yesterday wasn't quite so bad. Sure I didn't do too much, but it wasn't so bad. While i was sitting upstairs in my sister's room playing around on my computer, the door opens and dad hollers up "I've got a job for you". Ok, so he did have a job for me, the moment I left the room I heard two familiar cries, that of Meowgi and Danielson. So ( Read more... ) -
Love Happens
So today I went to see a movie on my own. It wasn't so bad a thing, it was something I needed. I went to go see the movie Love Happens... I know to everyone else that movie may seem to be a sappy movie. But it really was a good movie that made me think. Sure, I've had a hard time, but even then I will be ok. It really was a good movie and I really ( Read more... ) -
It's all so magical...
Today was just such an amazing day for me! Chris and I went to King Richard's Fair and just had a wonderful time. It was just great being there. I've had so many great memories from there and now I can simply add today to one of them. Everything was great. The shows, the music, the people, and most of all the person I went with. It was great just ( Read more... )