I give up

[thayet153]

I just give up caring. I give up on love and those who really don't give a shit about me... I'm sick of caring about everyone around me and in return they don't really give a care about me. So why do I bother? Why do I even try to find love, when it's not going to ever happen for me. No one wants to be with me, so I should just give up, which is

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[retro_rider55]

I'm sorry; I followed this back from note|to|cat. You ring an all-too familiar bell. I do know loneliness & heartache; I've carried it for a long, long time, and despair of ever finding anyone to fill the hole left by someone almost 17 years ago.

I hope you find not only surcease of pain, but contentment and eventually joy.

No, I'm not ab Xtian so I'm not going to think tht pretty words from the world's most famous celibate will help in matters of the fleshly, real world. And gods forbid I ever am heard quoting that most annoying of scriptures "I cried that I had no shoes..."

Just thought I'd try & share your load, such as one can, like this. Hope this wasn'yt intrusive.

[thayet153]

It isn't a problem, it is appreciated the kindness you show.

[anonymous]

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[yaseen101]

Hey, uh, came here from seeing your post hereLook, I don't really know and this is the first time that I am meeting you (though I have lurked for a few days). I don't know what kind of problems you are currently going through right now but I can definitely tell that you are younger than I am and I see shades of my own youth in your posts

[thayet153]

THanks for the thoughts, they are appreciated :) I think you'd be happy to know that I did not give up on caring. Things are turning out to be alright. Thanks for the words of kindness, they are very much appreciated and will be kept in thought :)

[yaseen101]

You are welcome. :)