IV: Bride of Chucker | [Voice | Action]

May 02, 2011 11:32

[Mike is... better than he was. The events of the AU were like the best dream he'd ever had, and waking up to harsh reality was all the more painful this time because everyone else remembered the dream too. It was like being stripped bare in no way he'd ever experienced, nudist that he is, and he doesn't like it one bit.

she knows

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will she even want to talk to me now?, omg what happened to klunk?!, oh hey being nice to robert, stupid mallies, food can't make this better

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 2 2011, 19:17:03 UTC
[Huh. Now this is a surprise. Mike actually contacting him? Like the birthday invitation, Robert kind of has to blink and check to make sure it's actually Mike talking before he responds.]

Ah, certainly, Mike.

... It's... an interesting process, actually. Would... would you prefer a demonstration, or...? [He doesn't know how eager Mike is to have him around at the moment or ever and frankly, things seem less awkward at a respectable distance anyway.]

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[Voice/Written] semper_cogitans May 7 2011, 04:41:40 UTC
... I apologize... unfortunately, I do not.

[And now he feels like a shitty friend for not knowing this... Well, okay, a shittier friend.]

... There is a lot about her that I do not know, and wish I did. If only so I might be a better friend for her...

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[Voice/Written] the_mikester May 7 2011, 04:44:35 UTC
Uh... [Quite being so emo, Robert!]

Well, I guess I should just make something I'm good at then. Sushi maybe? Is my sushi good enough for a girl from Japan? [He's muttering to himself now.]

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[Voice/Written] semper_cogitans May 7 2011, 04:51:26 UTC
[But he's failing his friend, he can't not be emo.]

... You are a skilled chef, Mike. I am certain you will make something that will be well-received.

[He's just... trying not to be jealous, but it's only somewhat-working.]

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[Voice/Written] the_mikester May 7 2011, 04:58:27 UTC
I hope so.

She's- [Nn. Mouth, don't you DARE admit to Robert you like Ami. Don't even.]

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[Voice/Written] semper_cogitans May 7 2011, 05:29:04 UTC
- Wonderfully intelligent? [Robert is filling in that blank for Mike, though not nearly as infatuatedly as Mike would, most likely.]

...

You seem to be very close with her...

I am thankful that you make her happy.

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[Voice/Written] the_mikester May 7 2011, 05:34:01 UTC
[Dude, do you like his brother or what? Because that's the second time you've said something sappy about Ami, and he's started to get annoyed for Don's sake as well as his own.]

How close are you two, anyway?

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[Voice/Written] semper_cogitans May 7 2011, 05:40:00 UTC
[Pfft, Robert says sappy things about everybody he cares about. Don's gotten a metric ton of compliments dumped on him already.

But that sentence snaps him out of it.]

...

Frankly... I am unsure at this point.

... Things... f-feel distant, now.

[And he doesn't really know why. He can guess, of course...]

... I don't w-want to lose Doctor Mizuno's friendship...

... B-But, I'm afraid that... that perhaps I am not as f-fit to be her friend as you.

[He knows that Ami already said that it didn't matter, but that didn't feel right. Things still seem off, to Robert's limited perspective.]

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[Voice/Written] the_mikester May 7 2011, 05:46:36 UTC
Huh? [He hadn't even been aware there was trouble there.] Fit to be her friend? What do you mean by that? [How does fitness even apply to friendship? You either are friends or you aren't.]

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[Voice/Written] semper_cogitans May 7 2011, 05:55:02 UTC
[Helplessly:] You make her smile.

I can't... [He never has made her smile, to the best of his knowledge. Truly smile. Not like she has with Mike.]

... P-Perhaps I have misunderstood something, and... and that caused the problem...

[He's more right than he knows.]

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[Voice/Written] the_mikester May 7 2011, 06:02:58 UTC
[Dangerous emotional ground here. Tread with caution.

Though honestly? Hearing that? "You make her smile." It makes Mike's chest feel full and light. He does, doesn't he.]

Well, she hasn't said anything to me about a problem.

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[Voice/Written] semper_cogitans May 7 2011, 06:09:16 UTC
... I have begun to think that she may not be the type to speak openly of her problems fairly often.

[Understatement of the year. And Helios does the same thing. That's the only reason Robert has even started to pick up on it - because he gets it from two separate people.]

B-But if there is ever anything I can do...

... I-I want to do more than just apologize to her, if I have wr-wronged her somehow.

[A small, soft, almost delicate sigh escapes Robert here.]

... B-but... at... at least she has... someone like yourself, who... w-who can truly make her happy.

Even if I cannot.

[So much mixed emotion here. Robert isn't as selfless as he sounds.]

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[Voice/Written] the_mikester May 7 2011, 15:22:20 UTC
[Mike isn't exactly selfless either, Robert.]

Wronged her? What'd you do to her?

[Plus he is rapidly developing an extremely protective streak when it comes to Ami. He wants to make her happy. Thanks for the vote of confidence, Robert.]

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[Voice/Written] semper_cogitans May 7 2011, 17:56:01 UTC
That is the part that I am unsure about.

Leonardo suggested that perhaps I had said something that offended her accidentally... but if I did, she did not state what, or why.

... I am aware that sometimes my inability to process emotional cues means that I do not understand when people have an objection to what I say.

[And it's been a major crippling factor in any of Robert's relationships, because it tends to make things harder both for Robert and for whoever has to deal with his social derp.]

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[Voice/Written] the_mikester May 7 2011, 18:30:22 UTC
[So it could have been anything.]

Dude, just... apologize. In general. [Like he has any idea.]

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[Voice/Written] semper_cogitans May 7 2011, 22:46:54 UTC
[He might eventually find out more specifics...]

I did, and she insisted everything was fine.

...

But I can never be sure.

[And it just unsettles him, like there's something definitely off but he can't see it.]

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