I'm alive!

Craziness...

I moved to South Carolina the day after christmas of 08.. It's cool having my own apartment and shit. I like the idea of my own home. Decorating how I want, cooking, and even cleaning. I like staying up all hours of the night. I love that I sleep next to my lady every night.

I'm in college, and it's bullshit... complete ( Read more... )

so i think i've been cheated on....

mmmmmyeah. i'm not really all too sure what to do or think.
it's probably happened on more than one occasion.

fuck.

well, i'm graduating december 19th and i'm done with school on the 10th

You see in a way too much safety ( Read more... )

 Alright. So I think most of you already know.
I'm just not open about it.

Since I came out to my mom.
I guess now it's out in the open, yes, I have a girlfriend.
And I've never been happier.
We've been together for almost 5 months.
I don't really care what many people think or say about it because to me, it just shows that you're very close minded and a ( Read more... )

 December 17th was my last entry ( Read more... )

Wow.
I'm going to quickly go through the past month with little talk.

It's done. I'm scared.
So much for my dreams of zoology!

I'm not open.
I should be.I dont how much longer i can hold this in.

i cannot thank you enough for putting up with me.
we're like that song.

It's a SSDD
But there is so much love.

Losing it.

fuckholidays.

 Welll, a lot of shiz is changing for me.
I might actually get to pass my math and lit class.
I've been going to class more often now, I still hate it just as much, or even more.
A lot of my opinions have completely altered this year.
I have a whole new respect for a few new people for being accepting when I didnt think they would be.
I'm throwin' ( Read more... )

I ammmm happy.

I dont go to school very much.
But I do.

I love my friends.
I love my puppy.
Uhmmm, i smile a lot.... and get the butterfliiiies.

and i'm kinda sorta thinkin' that I'm gunna start putting the ware and tear on my car driving so many miles.
I don't care, it's worth it.

my wisdom teeth are coming in :(
boo.

 What has happened between us cannot get off of my mind ( Read more... )

Alrighttttt, so a lotta shit has happened lately.
My head has been alllll over the place.

An awesome friendship has been ruined I'm pretty sure, due to dumb mistakes and wants.
I'm was so happy at the time, but it fucked us over.
Maybe I just need to give it sometime. I just want shit back to how it was 7 days ago.

I'm not too sure if I'm cutout for ( Read more... )