i dont want to go home. Sorry juneau, but im not looking forward to being stuck for a month.

i hope it turns out to be better than i am thinking.

I really need to talk to Ryan. I was doing so much better with his help, then we stopped talking. I realized that he is the single person i have ever been completley honest with in my entire life. With my family and friends there are things that i might keep secret from some of them. Not because its bad or hurtful, but because maybe im ashamed ( Read more... )

I hate being sick, its so miserable... and of course i am all alone with nobody to take care of me or care that i am down. :(

i havnt been drunk in a good while. changed that tonight. doesntmakean ythign better... or does it?

christianne mae i am so sad. i need your couseling

i love love love my family

my family needs prayers right now. lots of them. my uncle has been in the hosptial again for over a month and his condition is getting worse - we never thought it could get any worse. he has been living in pain for years. after a double bypass, then a quadrouple bypass, a heart anuerism and much much more his body just cant take it. I dont want ( Read more... )

Next week is my 20th birthday. sadly i am not looking forward to it at all. Its not the age, its just the day. On your birthday you expect the people you care about, and who care about you to celebrate friendships and happiness together. except come thursday i know that i wont hear from the people who matter to me the most and it will break my ( Read more... )

i needed the friendship, you promised the friendship. another broken promise

how do i manage to ruin everything good in my life. I had the best fucking thing, somebody cared about me and loved me completely and i messed it up. ive tried everything tog et it back and its gone. i need that love more than anything. and there is nothing ic an do. what can i do. i need advice, i need this to be fixed