I am really nervous and scared right now and have been for the past week or so. My dad has a very long and severe history of cardiovascular and heart disease in his family. His dad and grandpa both died of heart attacks and his brother has had two massive heart attacks and a quadrouple bypass which he barely survived. Now my dads health is in very ( Read more... )

AHH!!! so so much to do! so busy! heeelp!

UGGG, i guess i need a job when i come back home for part of the summer. NOT looking forward to working again, but if you know of any decent jobs out there let me know! thanks ya!

I am coming into the final stretch of school and the end is near! It has been such a long year i am ready for a break! I am excited to have one goal completed and accomplished, my first college degree. Then i can move on to my next step with school and everything. But then its the whole process of starting a new school all over again! and that is ( Read more... )

i have got some really big decisions to make. Never had something this big to deal with ever, and i really wish i wasnt put in this posistion to choose. But i guess i put myself here. with the aid of an other. ill pray.

i quit my job!

hows gap?

feburary 14th is a pretty sad day when your alone. Or maybe not necessicarily alone, but lonely....
Last year today i couldnt have been happier...but as usual i put an end to that.

im happy for everyone who has someone. if they are good to you, keep them

i hate that sorry does cut it. It sucks that you can say sorry as much as you possibly can, and it wont change a thing. The word doesnt make people feel better and it doesnt make things go away. Even if people are genuine and sincere when they appologize it doesnt always work. But i truly wish that the sincere applogies, and the genuine sorrys ( Read more... )

MAN-O -man! haha ( Read more... )

you people need to get writing so when i look i can have something to read!