im lonesome for you

i thought that when i got home i would be glad to be here, that something in me would click and id know it. but it feels so empty. i want to be with you so i can feel at home.

Study hall was really really good today. finally we made some use out of it. the session was completley sucessful. thank you

Its only tuesday and this week is so long already! its been so hectic, although i knew it would be before it even started. I have a 12 page and 5 page paper, and a speech and presentation all due this week! anybody who has been through a year of college or is going through it know knows the stress im sure. First semester wasnt bad at all... but ( Read more... )

I spent the past 3 days getting fried on the beach. i am so burnt/tan... but it was worth it. 4 of us drove down to Peurto Penasco, Mexico to let loose and have some fun before finals. This week is packed with homework, and next week will be packed with studying, and packing! that means high stress for me. but the weekend was relaxing in a ( Read more... )

I just got out of bed and am debating on whether or not i want to go to class. I know i will be bored out of my mind and i also didnt do my homework. Not that its a big deal. I think today might just be another good day. it started out good at 4 in the morning. and im happy that somebody cares about me so much that they wake up at 5 and make me ( Read more... )

today is a good day. i feel like smiling.

sometimes i hate myself so much. I know all the reasons exactly why. If i told anyone they would say that they are all stupid rediculas reasons that hold no truth. but i cant bring myself to see things that way. Its a funhouse mirror for me. Sometimes i can trick myself and pretend to feel good about myself but not today. not lately. Id like to ( Read more... )

WUB YA!!!!

This week has been so busy for me! i am exhausted and its only tuesday! Tomorrow i have Class, root canal, crown, filling, class, and then Fall out boy! im excited for that! My boyfriend is taking his P.A.T (player assesment test) for golf tomorrow, it takes 10 hours and if he doesnt pass he is not going to be happy, so im praying that he will ( Read more... )